It’s not uncommon for there to be a sense of nervousness or fear surrounding something you haven’t done before.
But then you do it again and it’s less scary, you’re able to connect to small points of familiarity that bring comfort.
And by the third time there is a sense of excitement, the thing you once feared has now become something to look forward to.
That is a simple summary for how I go about approaching things that I have anxiety attached to. It might take 3 months instead of just 3 tries but the important part is knowing that there will be a transition.
That thing that scares you doesn’t have to scare you forever.