I’ve been telling certain people in my life how busy I am but I’ve come to realise that there is more to it than I first thought.
I have a lot of distractions that make great excuses for why I’m not able to give the full effort to certain aspects of my life.
It’s like I’m juggling two balls but choosing to add a third and fourth into the mix even though I’m barely managing with two.
Maybe I’m so scared at giving a couple of things my full effort in case they don’t go well that I just self-sabotage by spreading myself too thin ensuring that nothing will get done well.